Memories of Pre-Incarnation and Birth Process
YWS
2004.10.03
This is my natural memory, not past life regression.
A. Pre-Incarnation Memory:
Before being one-time embodied in this life, I began preparing in the spiritual realm to descend into the human realm below. This memory has always been continuous, never interrupted or forgotten. In other words: the following is a memory, not a recollection.
Before the embodiment, the world I lived in was far larger than this material reality. The space seemed infinite, and there was no time. There was no day or night, no light or darkness; it was connected to all existence. I could easily travel to any corner of "existence", and I loved traveling, having visited about 99% of all kinds of strange worlds.
I didn't have a fixed appearance, but I often took the form of a child. Most of those around me also appeared as children (by human standards). There was no age or aging. When traveling, my form would often change.
One day, I decided to take a single trip to the material realm for a specific "small experience" as a one-time visitor.
That material world is the smallest and darkest of all worlds.
First, this small plan was designed with the help of my friends and a mentor. Then it was entirely up to me to make the final decision. But even after making the plan, I hesitated for a while. Seeing how people in the material world lived "a bit tough," I wavered. I then tried to calculate the duration of this suffering. However, in my world, there was no time, so there was no clear way to calculate.
In the end, I roughly calculated using Earth's sense of time: approximately 70 to 80 years in the human world felt like about 7 or 8 days where I was—similar to experiencing a week in prison. Hmm, like a travel show where you experience a week in jail. I thought, such a short hardship should be bearable.
With that thought, I made up my mind.
Then, I reviewed the incarnation plan again, balancing the pros and cons of how long I would stay, setting the duration of this life as a parameter in the plan. Then, I began the incarnation process.
B. The Embodiment Process:
From the world above, I observed the world below (the material realm): it was small, dark, and tough.
I chose a human female on Earth to be my biological mother to make a physical body for me.
I had to shrink myself thousands of times smaller to fly down into the womb of my future mother.
Before entering, I had a small concern: would it be narrow, dark, and suffocating inside? Could I handle it?
Upon entering, I realized it wasn't like that. Inside, it felt spacious. Looking up, there was a bright red light (which I later learned humans call the heart), and I felt much more at ease.
After that, I spent only a small amount of time in the womb, spending most of my time returning to my home-world and playing with my friends.
About three months before body-birth, I began to enter the womb more frequently.
About an hour before birth, I officially settled into the womb, preparing to be born. By then, my mother was already in the hospital.
C. The Body-Birth Process:
During body-birth, from inside the womb, I could not only see the inside of my mother’s body but also outside her body, in the hospital delivery room. I could see everything in 360 degrees (I later learned humans call this "spiritual vision").
There were many people in the delivery room. I first saw several human-like figures and blurred faces near my mother’s body. Then I saw five very clear faces, close to my mother, assisting with the birth. Two of them seemed to be the main ones helping, like doctors. There were three assistants, like nurses. Around them, there were about 20 to 30 people, forming a circle, observing. They appeared as gray human figures with unclear faces.
The birth canal (which I later learned is called the womb canal) felt very long, and it took a long time to reach the end, but I was finally born.
D. The Process After Body-Birth:
After coming out of the womb, I was placed on a bed. I felt that I had a body, but this body couldn’t move (I later learned that this small mechanical body could move on its own, but my soul consciousness didn’t yet know how to actively control it).
I tried with all my consciousness to drive this body, but I couldn’t. It felt like I had strength but couldn’t use it, which was very frustrating.
After many attempts, my consciousness grew tired and withdrew from the body, returning to my home-world for rest (I later learned humans call this "sleeping").
After a good rest, my consciousness re-entered the body and tried again to control it, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t. I was so frustrated, inwardly screaming.
After exhausting my consciousness again, I withdrew from the body and returned to my home-world for rest.
This cycle repeated for several days. I began to sense and accumulate experience, gradually understanding that my soul consciousness hadn’t precisely merged with my body. The soul and body were disconnected, which was why I couldn’t use my strength.
I calmed down, stopped being anxious, and used my consciousness to feel the body’s existence and shape. I then slowly extended my consciousness into the body’s extremities, from the core to the limbs, and then to the hands and feet.
I thought: if I can extend my consciousness to the fingertips and toes, that should mean I’ve precisely merged with the whole body. Then I should try to move the smallest part, which is the fingers—it should be the easiest to move, and it will verify the precision of the merge, right?
So I began to experiment: I concentrated all my consciousness on my fingers, precisely merging my consciousness with my fingers, and began to move the first finger. It seemed the easiest one to move was the right index finger. Ah, it moved! I was overjoyed! The precise merging method worked, and I could finally move a little! My confidence grew.
Then I tried moving the second finger - the left index finger, and it moved too! Finally, success! Progress was smooth, and I withdrew from the body again to rest in my home-world, haha!
In the following days, I practiced merging and moving my toes.
Then I practiced moving my hands, then my feet.
Then came my arms and legs, and finally my torso. My soul consciousness increasingly merged with my body more precisely.
As the merging of my consciousness and body became more precise, I gradually could turn over the body.
After that, I could slowly learn body-control techniques like crawling, static balance for standing, and dynamic balance for walking.
Through daily practice and accumulated experience, it took about two or three years (I later learned humans call this two or three years old) to make the merging of my consciousness and body finer and more precise. The control and movement of the body by my consciousness also became more precise. I could finally use my strength effectively, haha!
After that, I continued to make minor adjustments and accumulate experience. Every day, I repeated the cycle of merging and withdrawing. My soul consciousness could completely and precisely merge with and control my body by around ten years old.
After the age of ten, the telepathic abilities of my soul were gradually compressed by my body.
Before I turned ten, I could see human adult consciousnesses as clearly as watching a movie, with scenes playing inside and around their heads—these were their thoughts.
Whenever they lied, I could see it clearly. I ignored their lies and directly communicated with their true consciousness, often surprising them. Haha!
The memories above are purely continuous memories, unrelated to my spiritual practice in this physical life. These memories have been continuous from before birth and after birth without interruption till today.
Later, I learned that this practice of "merging - withdrawing - merging - withdrawing" the soul from the body, when reversed, is the process of the soul leaving the body (= the process of escaping incarnation), which humans call "out-of-body" or "soul-withdrawing".
E. Verifying the Memory:
When I grew up, I asked my biological mother about my physical birth. She told me:
My physical body was born in the delivery room of the Third Hospital in XX City.
During labor, medical students were present for internship, so about 20 to 30 people formed a circle in the delivery room. They left after watching the first half of the birth.
Five people assisted in the delivery. Two were doctors, the main ones helping with the birth. The other three were nurses.
My physical body had a difficult birth; my head was too large (my biological mother had a small pelvis), and my body couldn’t come out for a long time. One doctor initially tried to deliver my baby body but failed. Later, they added a second doctor, who used instruments to suction my head. It took a long time to suction my baby body out, and I had a large bump on my head (which quickly disappeared).
All these details were confirmed by my mother, verifying that my birth memories were 100% accurate.
Interestingly, while the difficult body-birth was a tough process for my mother and the doctors, for me inside the womb, there was no pain or difficulty. I only felt that the passage out was a bit long, but I wasn’t in any hurry, just taking it easy. The bump on my head also caused no pain—I had little to no sensation in my body at the time.
There are many other details, but I’m too lazy to write them, so I'll skip 10,000 words here.
Later, I learned that most humans don’t remember their pre-incarnation history, embodiment (incarnation) process, or body-birth process, which is called "amnesia".
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YWS
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